Subjugated

Amanda:
7 years ago, he broke me, making me believe in love at first, and then feel the urge to destroy everything his hand touched.He's the past, but fate clearly wants to make fun of me, because today I'm standing in front of him again.
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Adam: I look at the woman I lost 7 years ago because of my own fear and whom I love to this day, and the only thing I see in her eyes is hatred. Did I really break her so badly that that girl from the embankment disappeared forever?

Is it possible to find an excuse for a terrible act 7 years old?
And is there still love in the heart that was broken into pieces because of fear?